Its 4am and I can't sleep...WTF
I decided to write a little bit on here since I can't seem to stay asleep, to me there is nothing more frustrating than tossing and turning while trying to fall asleep. I dont even think an Ambient could slow me down in my head enough to sleep. Life moves so fast and I often feel like I am missing out on it, while I am asleep, is that weird or what? My next tactic is to watch some really boring Netflix documentary and see if that puts me down for a little bit.
On another note, Since I am 43 I had to get my prostate checked, YAY! No not really they just drew some blood and want to see my PSH levels to see if the little guy is swollen. I suspect that he is, simply because of the problems I have had with going to the restroom, I can feel like I have to go SOOO bad, but nothing comes out and I feel like I am going to shit on myself. Something tells me that is not normal by any stretch of the imagination. I got a prescription for FLOmax so hopefully I will sound like my roomate when he goes, its like he hooks a hose up to the shower and unloads on that seemingly innocent piece of porcelain. I read the side effects for FLOmax and they suck, "may cause severe dizziness and low blood pressure throughout the day?" WTF who wants that problem on top of not being able to take a decent piss unless I have had 20 tall boys, and I dont even drink anymore.
Well, I ran out of shit to say too fast and want to find something to watch on Netflix so just so everyone knows I am NOT in jail and I am actually doing pretty good. I am grateful to my family and to the Freeman House for helping me get to where I am today!
Have a a great blessed Sunday,